T.H.I.S.I.S.W.H.A.T.I.C.A.L.L.E.D.F.R.I.E.N.D.S

Friends are there for you

no matter what

they would never hurt you

they would notlie to you

betray youmake you feel bad

say and do things that would ever make you sad

Friends love you and protect you

care for you deeply

friends are the best thing

you could ever need truly!

-nuraain-

Sister...

I am sorry I cannot always be there,

Or help protect you when you are scared,

But always know I love you so much,

And treasure all the times we have shared...

I am sorry you have been hurt in life,

Knowing you cry breaks my heart in two,

But listen to me, little sister...

I will always ALWAYS love you...

I want to be the friend you need,

I want to be the big sister you deserve,

And be there when you need to talk,

To help support you around each dangerous curve...

But since I am only human,

And cannot be with you every step of the way,

Just know that I am always here for you,

And I will not push you away...

I do not say it enough to you,

But you are the best sister I could ask for,

You make me smile,

cry,

and

laugh,

You are awesome as well as so much more...

You are gonna make it in life,

I will be here and come running at your call,

I love you- you're my baby sister,

Whether youre sad, happy...

I love you thru it all...

~Nuraain~

DaddyMeantForYou

we never fight but... then all i do is wait for the night...when you start screamin and yellin at me...i cry and cry... till i fall asleep...why do you always take it out on me???...i dont do anything can you not see????i think your still mad for wat i did in the past...but i swear to you that time was the last...i know im not the daughter that u wanted me to be...but please dad im beggin you just forget me...

I wish I could see you
Before my time is up
I need to tell you something
I hate to admit I did
And ran away, far away
Daddy listen,
Dont walk away...
Please come to my funeral
Theres a letter for you
Read it carefully
Im writing it now
So I know that youll get it
When my time is up
When GOD decides
If I go to Heaven or Hell
Its all up to HIM now.

Last thing i write about love..

What can I possibly say?
I haven't been myself of lately...
I show it in every way...
I lose my temper often...
Sometimes I get so mean...
Honestly this behavior...
Borders on this obscene...
Please take this from my heart...
And know it's simply true...
The last thing in the world I want,Is to be with you...
For you are central to my life...
Make me better all around...
You help me to be reasonable...
To be a lot more sound...
That's why it hurts to hurt YOU!
To trouble you with pain...
I want the sunshine back again...
To chase away the rain...
Have been so free of strife...
You make the greatest difference...
For me and for my life...
I think about your handsome face...
Your voice, your laugh, your smile...
I think about your kindness...
And your humble, loving style...
So take this as I mean it...
Coming from the heart...
All I ask and hope for...
Is a brand new golden start.
I promise to be better...
In how I deal with things...
I look ahead to the future...
And all the sun it brings...
For now I'm just remorseful...
And sorry for ill feeling...
And hopeful things get better...
In all our wondrous dealings...
I'll close with all my wishes...
And look to heavens above...
Dear, with my apologies,I tender all my love...

Missing You

What did I do to deserve this...I didn't even get one last kiss, from you... God took your love from me...He needed an angel so it seems...I need to feel your hands all over me...I need to feel you kissing me...I need to feel you holding me...I need to feel your touch...Cause I miss your love so much...And I can't keep on living this way...I need you here with me...Why did he take you away, from me...It's hard for me to tell you I love you...As I'm standing over your grave...And I know I'll never hear your voice again...Why did you leave me...Why couldn't you just stay...Because my world is nothing, without you...Now I don't know what to do, with myselfI would've given you anything...Just to make you happy...Just to hear you say, that you love me one last time...I'd go to hell and back over and over again...Just to prove to you how much I need you here...There is nothing that I wouldn't doI'd cry for you...I'd lie for you...And there's no doubt that if I could take your place in heaven...I would die for you, yes I will...I would rather give up my life...Than to see tears in your eyes...I can't stand to see you cry...I just dont know what to do with myself... I cant stop looking at those pictures on my shelf... Knowing it was just one week ago, stood there and took that picture...There just one thing that I want to know... Why would God want to hurt me so bad???
Does He know how much it hurts to be missing you???
Baby Im missing you...

That Smile Is For...

That smile is for the endless

Love that you have shown to me,

That smile is for the lovely way

Of how things used to be.

That smile is for the happiness

That we've shared throughout our days,

That smile is for the laughs we've shared

When our lips went different ways.

That smile is for the words we've shared

That has brightened up my face,

That smile is for the way you held me

Any day or any place.

That smile is for the days behind

When we had so much fun,

And that smile is for the trials we fought'

Till all was beat and won.

~Nuraain~